I have 8 out of 12 of the following symptoms:

• When writing checks/cheques, do you frequently find yourself making mistakes? N/A
• When using the telephone, do you tend to get the numbers mixed up when you dial?
• Is your spelling poor?
• Do you mix up dates and times and miss appointments?
• Do you find forms difficult and confusing?
• Do you find it difficult to take messages on the telephone and pass them on correctly?
• Do you mix up bus numbers like 95 and 59?
• Do you find it difficult to say the months of the year forward in a fluent manner?
• Did you find it hard to learn your multiplication tables at school?
• Do you take longer than you should to read a page of a book?
• Do you find difficulty in telling left from right?
• When you have to say a long word, do you sometimes find it difficult to get all the sounds in the right order?

Oh no…

You woke up, looked at the clock.. it was 10:00am.. The sun was hiding, the weather was dull… It was all grey… It was like waking up in a new world… It felt like you woke up in someone else’s body…

Your head hurts… Maybe because all of the tears you cried last night… You thought about drinking a couple bottles of beer… But hey, those are things that only characters in the movies do… How can you solve a broken heart when you’re drunk right?… If you did want to… You’ll think that you wont be able to stand up and buy in the nearest convenience store.

You went to the bathroom to wash your face, you saw your eyes all red and heavy… You looked at yourself, you wondered why, how come… why did it end so fast…

You washed your face… You wondered If pain would be easily washed off like just like that… But then its pain… How can you easily wash off the pain… If there’s an Anti-Pain Wash that’s being sold in the market, you’d thought of being the first one in line to buy it…

You felt like you’re an emotional masochist… You can’t believe you let it happen again… Maybe because you just can’t stop loving… It’s like a continuous flow of water…

You went back to your room, you still don’t have the urge to eat even a single bite… That’s what happens to people who suffers an illness called “broken heat syndrome” which has a long list of symptoms… The big problem is… there’s still no known cure… Only the person himself can cure it…

You sunk back to your bed… The only friend that embraced you when you needed comfort… It felt like you’ll be best friends for a very long time again…

When you lied down… You felt something vibrating under your pillows… It was your phone… You just received a text message…

Your heart sunk… And it felt like it was just about to explode… You thought of not opening it ‘coz  you definitely know where it came from… You hesitated a bit… But then It felt like you have no choice…

You closed your eyes while opening the text… Slowly you opened your eyes…

It didn’t say ”I’m sorry”…

But… ”Goodbye…”

Oh no… must… resist!!!!

Then this is a kick- ass website for you!

Anti- Pinoy is not a site full of negativity and bad comments about our nation. It’s just written truths of what the Filipinos have become in society, politics, culture, etc.

It tells the Filipinos to change for the good of country and to build up our dignity.

Our generation are the new Filipinos! Lets forget the one-sided-mentality and lets start to accept change for the good of our nation.

WARNING

- This site is not for the stupid type of Filipinos who won’t really get it.

- This site is not for those narrow minded Filipinos who does not know how to think.

- This site tells about the position of the country, and not to childishly complain about what’s happening in our nation, which I’m sure some of the typical Pinoys are.

- This site puts the blame on US! Not the government, administration, etc. It all starts with us on the first place.

- This site is not for those who can’t take constructive criticisms and who base their reasoning with your telenovela fanatic form of minds.

- In Tagalog: HINDI PO ITO PARA SA MGA TATANGA- TANGA

So if there’s no trace of anything that relates to your personality above, then visit this site and learn the truth:

http://antipinoy.com/

Okay okay! I might have forgot to tumblr for quite a long time now, I’ve even had some times where I even forget to open my facebook because of my OJT!

But now… FINALLY!!! two weeks to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEY!!!! *dancing like crazy*

I get my social life back again! hahahaha! :)

*random* :)

How would you know if the relationship is too perfect?… That it has to end… It’s going to be so mellow dramatic so brace yourselves…

One of my best friends told me:

“You gave everything… That’s what made you imperfect, ‘coz you forgot everything about yourself… You’re not the one who’s perfect… The other person challeged you a lot and didn’t find that in you… Therefore that person is the one who’s perfect…”

I was in shock… That coming from her… It left me unprepared… The only thing went into my mind was… Truth…

Along with starting to have a quarter life crisis (I know… I’m still young for that!), been recently scared of the that bigger picture… And to finish my most cherished relationship… I’m empty…

A relationship that ends tells you something about yourself… What’s there to give if you gave everything already?… I’m clueless…

Now is the time where I have no idea what’s going to happen in my life next… knowing that I’m not used to figuring out what’s out there, and to go on with it on my own… I don’t know what to do with it… I feel like I’m in my most vulnerable part of my life where I don’t understand a single thing… I used to be so certain about my self, about my life… Only to find out that there’s even more greater things that I need to figure out…

It’s like my heart stops beating…

You know that scene in the movies, where everything seems to go fast, and you’re there in slow motion. It’s like I’m living my life that way…

I’ve been so happy lately, that I didn’t realize that this may happen to me… I mean who ever will be? I don’t think anyone could brace themselves up and prepare for that certain moment…

What hurts the most is that I realized, that these uncertainties… Consumed every part of my identity… I’m lost… I can’t find myself… I’m not me…

Something in my head just wants to burst out, and that sad part is I don’t understand what it is, how express it in words… It feels like a different emotion not everyone of us are familiar with…I hate it… But I can’t do anything about it… Its far more greater and heavier than hurting….

What happened to me?…

I’m about to figure out

After long hours and days of work, balancing my work and personal life after. It’s been quite a tough job… Its a bit unitentional that I was able to get this opportunity.

I was just planning to pay my net bill after work… But then I went going around Glorietta and Greenbelt, bought a good book, ate a sandwitch, and had something to drink at a coffee shop.

I always enjoy my alone time, but this became different. Maybe because of all the work I’ve done the pass few weeks finally being able to relax my mind, and that I don’t have any money matters anymore so I was able to at least treat myself with something.

I wasn’t even planning to stay there and read the book I just bought, only to find out that I’ve already finished a few chapters. It was revitalizing, renewing… Like I had a long vacation.

Quite really nice to go out on your own and do something new. It felt really important that’s why I’m planning to allot some time for at least 3 times a month.

It’s overwhelming!

Try doing it! No friends, no family, no work, no everything! Just a day away only by yourself.

You’ll enjoy it as much as I did.

popartist:

Who is/are your favorite model/s? :D Photo reply is on!

Of course Agnes Deyn! XD  she’s ♥♥♥♥♥

http://www.writesomething.net/

you just randomly type whatever you want… I though it’ll be just that, but when other people keep on responding and typing, I got REALLY interested!

Its intriguing when you just write anything you want, without anyone knowing who you are! You’ll also enjoy reading other people’s post! It could be funny, reflective, out-of-the-ordinary, etc. you’ll have fun! Try it! You’ll see! XD

http://www.writesomething.net/

I only have one fact about love…

And its something that not all people notice but its just there… they just wanna have either a more complicated definition about it, or still be confused about it. Both are not able to see that…

You love because you love…

And you love because you want to give love…

And you give love, because you wanna be loved…

I wanna graduate so badly that I want a real job!

I has been a struggle lately for me to have look for a job.

And now I feel I’m ready to be there and do it! I’m almost there! I can feel it

the may not accept me as a hotelier… SO! I’m going to be the be the best travel agent/flight attendant! I’ll show them!

*bitterness* hehe

Boy 1: Para saan yan?

Boy 2: Para dito

(para saan nga eh!)

Girl 1: Saan ka punta?

Girl 2: Dyan lang

(Saan?! sa gubat?! ang layo ha, dyan lang?!)

BFF 1: Alam mo yun ano?

BFF 2: Yung alin?

BFF 1: Yung ano nga! alam mo na?

(di ko pa din gets! alin ba?!)

GF: Huy… Ano na gagawin ko?…

BF: Kaya mo yan!

(di nya nmn sinagot!)

At ang pinaka malupet!

Friend: Okay ka lang? (kahit alam nya na na hindi! pangasar talaga! hehe)